By TeenDeja in Uncategorized on January 29 2009
I am feeling sad today. Actually I have been feeling sad for the past few days. Some of it is feeling a bit sorry for myself, but mostly I am just feeling sorry for lots of other people, and a lot of my friends. All around me I am seeing heartbreak. So many people are splitting up, losing loved ones, no longer are friends with someone, miss someone. Its so heartbreaking to see. And I think I may even feel a little bit guilty, because things are going good for me and I am not having as hard of a time as everyone else. I think this is going to be a sad Valentines for a lot of people this year…..
I dont think I have mentioned it before – mostly because I didnt want to believe it was really happening or I didnt think it would last. But my bestest friend Heath and I have had a “falling out” (i hate that term). It happened last september. We have gone thru so many things together and had a bond that most people dont have with someone. We loved eachother and accepted eachother completely. But then He got a girlfriend. And she didnt like me – well she didnt like anyone. I am told that he doesnt talk to ANYONE anymore and his life revolves around her…. WHIPPED!. But, the last night I saw him was at a benifit dance for my friend that spent a long time in ICU…. and it was the first time that I met his girlfriend. By the time the dance was over I had barely seen him and when I realized he had left without saying goodbye I called him and words were said and we ended up arguing. He told me never to call him again. And we havent spoken since. I have cried a few times but mostly I try not to…. if its not hurting him then I shouldnt let it bother me….
I wish I could say maybe things will change, workout and we’ll go back to how we were… but I think to much has happened to ever go back….
It’s such a different experience to be heartbroken because of a friend because – you never expect it, they are the ones that are always supposed to be there… its… just sad.
x’s and o’s
deja
Tags: deja, friends, heartbroken, sad, valentines, x's and o's
By TeenDeja in Uncategorized on January 13 2009
How was your weekend? Mine was pretty good, mostly just trying to get a lot of stuff down! I have a lot of goals for the new year so no time for slowing down!
Man I am listening to the new britney spears album – I really like it! Ive always liked a lot of her music tho!
Man My dogs are getting so big, I am going to post pictures of all of them on my next blog entry so you can see them! Check back! hope to see you at my members shows this week – and dont forget to check out my calendar!
X’s and O’s
deja
Tags: britney spears, calendar, deja, members shows, pictures
By TeenDeja in Uncategorized on January 9 2009
Hey! TGIF right? This has been an odd week – it went by fast and slow at the same time- not sure how that works, but thats how it felt! But so anyways, I hope you all have a good weekend whether you are doing something fun or just relaxing! I am just going to relax a bit, do some things around the house and some extra work, try and catch up on stuff from the holidays!
I wanted to share with you an email I got from a member of my site that purchased one of my 2009 calendars! I hope all that want one are putting your ordersin before they run out!
Hey Deja,
My mail just ran and guess what I found? The Calendar. I have to say that this calendar is one of the highest quality calendars I have ever seen as far as looking like actual photos and the paper stock is great also. Thick not paper thin like most.Also it has the most beautiful girl on all the pictures for ever month. LOL. I have to say this will be a great calendar that I will be looking at all year long. Thanks for a great product for a great price.
Have a wonderful day Deja,
I know I will have a wonderful year now,
Take Care,
Troy
Well anyways! Talk soon, and come see me on private camz if you want this weekend – I will be on everyday!
XoXo
Deja
Tags: calendars, deja, private camz, SIte
By TeenDeja in Uncategorized on January 6 2009
So I hope you all had a Happy New Year and got to do something fun or relaxing! I got really dressed up in a silk lavender strappy dress with some killer black pumps and added a really fun chunky silver and black necklace. I did my hair really sexy and added some makeup with really dark lipstick. I looked pretty damn hot if i do say so myself. I went and saw a friend across town for about an hour and then I went and saw my sister for a while, then I came hope just in time to pop the champagne at midnight, had a glass and was off to a bar downt the street and stayed til closing time. Then had a few friends come over afterwards. It was a pretty good new years and I got all my resolutions written down. Theres a lot of them!
I wish I could show you pictures from the night but i forgot my camera. if I can get a copy from my friend then I will post some!
XoXo
Deja
Tags: black pumps, Camera, deja, new year, pictures, XoXo
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