Rough Times
By TeenDeja in Uncategorized on September 23 2007Hey,
Where to begin? I know I have not been myself lately, and I apologize for not sharing why… and I cannot bring myself to say why tonite either. Because if I say it, and I share it, then it’s real, and i’m not ready for it to be real yet. All I can say is that soon, I will share what has been weighing on my mind and my heart for awhile now.
I am the type of person that when things are not going right in my life and if i’m sad or worried or stressed, etc. I tend to shut myself away from people. And it’s always such a dead give away to my close friends and family. But really, I just can’t talk about things until I deal with them. Ugh, this isnt going well tonite….
Lets see, this weekend I needed a little escape I guess you could say. I went back to my hometown and say some friends. It definitaly got hings off my mind for while. I had fun ectually, and I honestly didnt know if I would. We went to a friends Wedding Dance (which is just a reception), I got a little drunk, and my friends and I danced to all the old school music and then two stepped to the country music. It was quit funny. Its nice to have such good friends that I can always count on to be there for me and to make me feel better – and whats really great is they know me so well, I dont have to talk if I dont want or I can talk their ear off…
Well, I hope you all had a good weekend!! 
XoXo
Teen Deja
